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Sometimes goodbye's the only way..

I feel so weird about myself. I might be acting too old for my age...because:
1.) I can stand 7days without watching TV
2.) I make essays and selections about soooo deep topics xD
3.) I suppress myself from watching anime
4.) I ain't updated with latest music -_-"

And so, these are the changes I will make:
1.) Watch animes!! This one's a good site.
2.) Imma make fan fictions!! ^-^
3.) Be updated with current music. o_O

La. La. La.
GTG now. Gotta finish my vid for computer :p

Imma do it again.

That's right. I wanna write stories like I used to back in first year so I can keep an eye with my weaknesses such as: verb consistency and much more. haha!

I'm gonna post my stories here or in my other blogsite: http://dviolanotes.blogspot.com

this one's just a quick post..GTG! :)

Days grew shorter and nights grow shorteeeeeeeeest!!

Imagine the life of a thirteen year old student bounded in the four walls of the classroom from 7am to 5pm [MONDAYS-FRIDAYS].

Yea-uh. Know watcha thinkin'. -_-"

That's why I don't have time to make even a single blog post at home because all I do is write, eat, go OL[tho not gonna be for a very long time], study and sleep.

Watching Phineas and Ferb and Hannah Montana is considered my bonus while pigging out Chippy or Popperoo.

...When all I wanna do is finish high school and be in college! I wanna go to school in The University of the Philippines - Diliman or Manila and take up either Journalism or Political Science. :)

I wanna mingle with normal people and be considered as a normal human being for the first time.

How did I say this?

I said this because all my life I have been "secluded" in the normal world. See, almost all high school students in private schools are.

Imagine this: I went to a private sectorian, christian, international, and science schools but NEVER in a public school. [Wonder what its like, don't wanna try tho =/ LOLOOOL]

College Life, for me, is the beginning of learning what a real student really means. College people are like tadpoles beginning to swim and breathe in and out. I wanna feel how to struggle every monday mornings riding a bus, being happy for tres grades and not studying for the sake of getting perfect but for the sake of learning [o_O]... or shall I say passing?

Bah, just arrived in my thought right now because I thought of what will happen in the next three years.

I hope my life still continues despite my illness..♥

Hah. The achilles's foot of my student career. MATH. Yea.

In our school, we have two units of math. Being in sophomore year, we have Geometry and Intermediate Algebra.

Intermediate Algebra is our first subject. Very nice. I am enjoying each and every moment of it though I cannot promise to always get perfect grades. However, the point is, I am enjoying it and is very eager to improve as days pass by. :)

In fact, I have answered a problem without me knowing it. Sir Jay Lacalba (our teacher) gave us this problem:
(x^2 + x -y -y^2/3x^2-3y^2) x (7x^2+7xy^2/5x+5y+5)

MY SOLUTION:
Factor it out ofcourse -_-"
(x-y)(x+y+1)/3(x-y)(x+y) x 7xy(x+y)/5(x+y+1)

Then cancel the common factors...
(x-y)(x+y+1)/3(x-y)(x+y) x 7xy(x+y)/5(x+y+1)

And Finally go to multiplication..
= 7xy/15

Sir Jay then asked me how I arrived to factor out the first term (x-y)(x+y+1). I answered, "I dunno, Sir" He said it was correct tho I haven't explained how I factored it =/.

In which I really didn't know how.
But that was a proud moment of mine =)

On the other hand, Geometry (our subject in this period of time) is driving me insane. Everyone is making their projects (polygons) while I am here, blogging. Damn. I still don't have the most concrete idea on how possible it is for me to pass it tomorrow.

The fact is, we were supposed to have three polygons : small(2in), medium(4in) and large(6in).. and I haven't even started on making one. *sighs*

Right, time to go now. 1minute before this period ends and I am up to studying for Arts.

WHAT A DAMN IRRESPONSIBLE STUDENT I AM!!!

CAUTION: DON'T BE LIKE MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Another number of great days passed..what has happened to me?

I still am Faith Anne L. Yangyang. With thoughts and day dreams as before. Dreams? Plans for the future? Well, I don't know if I still have.

Moving on is a not-that-easy process, there must be someone or something you can lean to. And in my case, I don't know if I have one.

It has been quite unusual for me not to fully adjust. For two consecutive years I have managed to transfer schools, be happy and adjust. And IDK what the hell is happening now.

I don't even know what is going on with me so no wonder.
I don't even know what to say now.

=/

I think I may have been closing my mind and heart to adjust. I think I may have been thinking so much about the past that I cannot grasp the present. If this continues, what will happen with my future?

I have observed that I have not been even exerting effort in my studies now. I AM just pretending that I AM from my parents. Though...

-Algebra is not good (yea, i got the lessons but i AM careless as usual)
-Geometry is so not good (yea, i hated origami since birth!)
-Chemistry (cause my classmates are way too advanced from me)
-TLE (a subject in which students were supposed to learn livelihood techniques suddenly turned into learning orthographic designs)
-and others.

Despite of all these dilemmas, I do nothing but PLAY!

Yea, I exert effort more playing an online game. Isn't that weird?
Or it was just that I play this to forget my problems?

And I think it won't be too good if it continues.
So I am under hiatus now..in that game.
But I don't know how long will it take.
Yes, weekends will STILL be weekends.
But school is prioritized more.

-.-" as if.

GTG now, dinner calls :)