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Sometimes goodbye's the only way.. Sunday, July 13, 2008
Another number of great days passed..what has happened to me?I still am Faith Anne L. Yangyang. With thoughts and day dreams as before. Dreams? Plans for the future? Well, I don't know if I still have.
Moving on is a not-that-easy process, there must be someone or something you can lean to. And in my case, I don't know if I have one.
It has been quite unusual for me not to fully adjust. For two consecutive years I have managed to transfer schools, be happy and adjust. And IDK what the hell is happening now.
I don't even know what is going on with me so no wonder.
I don't even know what to say now.
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I think I may have been closing my mind and heart to adjust. I think I may have been thinking so much about the past that I cannot grasp the present. If this continues, what will happen with my future?
I have observed that I have not been even exerting effort in my studies now. I AM just pretending that I AM from my parents. Though...
-Algebra is not good (yea, i got the lessons but i AM careless as usual)
-Geometry is so not good (yea, i hated origami since birth!)
-Chemistry (cause my classmates are way too advanced from me)
-TLE (a subject in which students were supposed to learn livelihood techniques suddenly turned into learning orthographic designs)
-and others.
Despite of all these dilemmas, I do nothing but PLAY!
Yea, I exert effort more playing an online game. Isn't that weird?
Or it was just that I play this to forget my problems?
And I think it won't be too good if it continues.
So I am under hiatus now..in that game.
But I don't know how long will it take.
Yes, weekends will STILL be weekends.
But school is prioritized more.
-.-" as if.
GTG now, dinner calls :)